My Christmas present – my studio is finally ready for use. It is not finished totally but my side is working now. I have even had some time to start using it!!
It is a converted kitchen that has been used as a workshop when the house was renovated so we installed a new floor and shelving. The room has actually been finished for a few months but we needed to fill the space so we could finish the furnace / storage room.
I had bought some fabric last January and it has been sitting and waiting for me to decide what to do with it. This time as soon as I picked it up it told me it wanted to be Pan playing the flute.
So far I sewn the legs in dark green and the torso in light green. Next will be the arms. Getting all the angles right, reversed and inside out is a challenge for someone who is dyslexic!
It feels so exciting to be working again. Before this I was crushing my ideas down. I stopped journalling because all I was writing was whining about how I couldn’t follow through on my ideas, which made me really depressed. Now it is like someone turned on the lights. All my creative ideas are flowing. My cup is once again half full, not half empty.
There were a few painful moments as I had to learn to use the new sewing machine. I whined and moaned until I finally figured it out – I actually had to READ THE MANUAL! Me, read a sewing machine manual! I still feel awkward, I have to think about every move. I miss my old Bernina but really we don’t need a fifth sewing machine here and it was getting fussy. I have had it since 1975. I bought it with one of my first real pay checks, it was worth 6 months of rent.
The sewing machine is in my bedroom because the desk is easier to work on then the high counters.
Remember the post about Blooming Here ? Well it feels more like freezing into place lately then blooming. We have had snow on the ground since the beginning of November, and it is cold, it was -25c when I walked the dog this morning and that didn’t include the wind chill. When Santa comes tonight he had better have his heated long under wear on! And to think winter has only just begun.
This is the view from the sewing area. A lovely white lilac bush and a foot of snow. I keep telling myself it will be so nice in spring when it blooms.
Tomorrow is Christmas and we have respite care so I am going to spend 2 hours of guilt free play time in my studio! Once it is all cut and sewn I can bring it up stairs and work on stuffing and sculpting.